I know you are not going to believe this, but....
You were my rock.
My one and only.
The only vampire I truly did not deserve.
I love you more then anything. More than everything. And I always will. I am sure you have moved on from me by now. unLife moves fast. And I don't blame you if you did.
I need you to know how I feel. How I have felt for a very long time. I do hope that where ever you are, you are alright. And that whomever you are with makes you happy and feels complete. I hope that they are good to you and make you smile. That they know what a sweet and wonderful vampire you are.
My one regret in my crazy existence is that I didn't do that for you . Every day I torture myself knowing that I could have been a better man and done so much better by you.
I'm so very sorry.
I didn't know how good I had it with you. And now it's much too late. My undead heart still beats for you, and the way you were the true light in my unlife. I wrote you a poem.
Your hair is golden like the sun,
I can't forgive myself for what i have done,
The life we shared,
The love with care,
Brighter than the stars can shine,
How I hope you will still be mine.
Please forgive me.
Love forever your,
Blondie Bear Spike.