I feel so bad that I can't send you all Christmas or holiday cards. All of this with my mom has been truly trying on my mental. My mom is in so much pain that it hurts me. I am scared by the things she is saying because she hurts so much. The surgery was not successful and due to hospital error she may not be able to walk permanently I am at a loss for how to help her. I just wanted to say I am so sorry I can't send you guys cards I love you guys lots also I will be taking a bit of a break I will still post and be around for icons and big bangs but it may be a bit less my muse is a bit burnt out with everything going on. Thanks for reading.